In the last four days I have been to Turkey, then London, then home. First stop Istanbul for a wedding of a client I had never actually met! Held in the most amazing venue built 1001 years ago, Kerem and Carolina looked like the perfect couple. Their happiness was infectious and extremely welcoming.
We visited The Blue Mosque, ashamedly this was the first time I had stepped inside a Mosque and found it to be an emotional moment. There was such a strong sense of peace and yet also power there and it took my breath away. Whilst watching the Muslims praying I admired their total dedication to their faith. Whatever your faith is, it is an amazing feeling to have a total belief in something, even if it is just in yourself.
Sadly, back in London on Tuesday it was time to say goodbye to Rupert. The only good thing about the day was seeing my brother who flew in from San Fransisco and other old friends. In a packed church we sat in almost disbelief that someone so full of life and far too young had gone. Of course, my faith knows that he is fine and it was just was his time, but I felt I was crying for those he had left behind and the shock they all felt. We are all unique but there will be a massive void now Rupert has gone, he really was larger than life.
But as they say, life goes on and when something bad or sad happens, as hard as it is we must try to see a positive. For me it was reminder that every moment of every day is a bonus. My son is 11 today, and it only seems like yesterday I was holding him in my arms for the first time. Last night, I discovered what an amazing philosopher he is at such a tender age. I sat and listened to his thoughts and feelings, and some hilarious anecdotes! We had a special moment. I am a very lucky mother to have such a wonderful boy.
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