According the New Scientist a sun storm is apparently scheduled to appear in 2012. Yes 2012...the year I have been banging on about....the year the Mayan Calender, the Celts and other ancient cultures have predicted to be the end of the world!
I can't deny coming out in a cold sweat when I read the article. A sun storm would cause a slow process of destroying the majority of our civilization. The first thing to suffer would be electricty and this would plunge, predomenantly the western world into chaos, closely followed all other means of communication, internet, mobile phone etc.
If this storm happens it's predicted to take years for a our world to recover, and although not all of us will die, many many thousands will. The most likely survivors will be those living in the third world, those who have struggled and have been ignored by the big fat greedy westerner for centuries.
How much life would change compared to now? Nothing would be so important anymore, the recession, politics, financial markets, celebrity status, material wealth.......no one will give a flying....think about it!
Is it a coincedence, and I don't believe in coincedences, that a prediction from a team of scientists colides with what we so called crazy out there spiritual believers have been banging on about for ages? How many more warnings do we need before understand what matters?
So, fast forward to our day of judgement. Did we fullfill everything we set out to do? Did we experience real love and happiness? Did we find a soul mate? Did we enjoy the planet we live on and respect it? Did we forgive and ask for forgiveness? Did we live in the now and enjoy the moment? Did we realise we are not the only person on this planet?
This is all we have got folks, and that tsunami is coming, surf the wave of enlightment or drown in your ignorance.
Sun storm or not.....what if.....think about it.....really think about it.
Thursday, 23 April 2009
Tuesday, 17 March 2009
We still don't get it.
As I have said before, I believe that the Universe is hard at work trying to remind us about what is important and what is not right now. If you aren't suffering personally from the recession yourself, then it would be wise to learn from someone close to you who is. It could be you next.
I still find it quite baffling as to the so called "needs" of some people. Still, people feel that money, fame, a bigger house, the "right friends" bla bla, will make their lives complete.
Sadly, I heard very recently about yet another friend and mother of young children who is very sick. Every time I drift in ridiculous poor me land somewhere in my head I remind myself that she is fighting for her life right now.
I was never a huge Jade Goody fan but she has been in my thoughts so much recently, glancing out at a beautiful sunset on her way to wedding venue she burst into tears and said "if I die, I won't see this any more!" She knew in her final days that the things that matter most were just in nature alone.
My children are growing up so fast, the eldest is 20 this year and it really has flown by. I am blessed with three children and even when they are being a pain in the back side I try to tell myself that one day I will miss all this chaos and long for one more day of it.
It's time to get over ourselves, really appreciate what we have in the here and now. I have been just as guilty, but I GET IT NOW!! If you want a happy life, look around you and be grateful for what you already have.
This is the lull before the storm, the tsunami of awakening is coming and you want to surf the wave, not drown underneath it.
I was meditating the other night, someone spoke to me, you can choose to beleive it or not, but it happened. He said "To have Peace on Earth we must realise we are a piece of each other".
No one is better than anyone else and everything you want materialistically will never last for ever. The only thing that lasts is love.
I still find it quite baffling as to the so called "needs" of some people. Still, people feel that money, fame, a bigger house, the "right friends" bla bla, will make their lives complete.
Sadly, I heard very recently about yet another friend and mother of young children who is very sick. Every time I drift in ridiculous poor me land somewhere in my head I remind myself that she is fighting for her life right now.
I was never a huge Jade Goody fan but she has been in my thoughts so much recently, glancing out at a beautiful sunset on her way to wedding venue she burst into tears and said "if I die, I won't see this any more!" She knew in her final days that the things that matter most were just in nature alone.
My children are growing up so fast, the eldest is 20 this year and it really has flown by. I am blessed with three children and even when they are being a pain in the back side I try to tell myself that one day I will miss all this chaos and long for one more day of it.
It's time to get over ourselves, really appreciate what we have in the here and now. I have been just as guilty, but I GET IT NOW!! If you want a happy life, look around you and be grateful for what you already have.
This is the lull before the storm, the tsunami of awakening is coming and you want to surf the wave, not drown underneath it.
I was meditating the other night, someone spoke to me, you can choose to beleive it or not, but it happened. He said "To have Peace on Earth we must realise we are a piece of each other".
No one is better than anyone else and everything you want materialistically will never last for ever. The only thing that lasts is love.
Sunday, 1 March 2009
Update from the universe and so much more.
Well, so far so good! Having listened to some inspiring advice I have started to meditate the feelings I am looking for in life. I envoked a feeling of total serenity and calm and at the same time imagined the feeling of unconditional love.
Day 1 and a friend calls and tells me a national newspaper are looking for a psychic to write about. My first instict is to think negative thoughts, till I remind myself that I am supposed to be living a fatalistic path! Immediately, I write to the journalist and get a reply straight away. To cut a long story short I will be featured in a couple of weeks.....thank you Universe!
I also responded to a new friend's e mail last week and we ended up chatting for over an hour, what came out of our conversation was so exciting and I am off to meet her tomorrow to plot an exciting project. I so want to share but have done that too many times in the past and ended up jinxing it.
At the beginning of last year I mentioned in my blog that I felt some really big changes were going to happen on this planet and here we are in the thick of a recession. In my opinion this is well over due, I feel the Universe is trying to get us all to understand what is important and what isn't. Our world is changing rapidly and at the same time the need for answers for individuals to getting the answer to eternal question "why are we here" is getting louder and louder.
Sadly, some will never understand what really matters, or have see spirituality as a fad or fashion and then go back to living a totally human existance. If we are to search for enlightenment and recognise it, we must address what we cant do, not what we can.
When we look and admire what we can do we are coming from the ego. But when we are honest with ourselves and ask "what can't we face?", then we begin to realise that those are our mountains and to climb, which will take us further in our soul evolvement.
Patience is one of my big ones...... and listening to what's left of my conditioning! How do I know that? Because I believe in the law of attraction and reflection. When I look at what I am surrounded by in people and situations I know the universe is trying to remind me that these are lessons to address in myself. However, the universe also reminds us through the most amazing signs and signals that we are on the right path and after asking for a small sign getting in my car on Monday morning, another car drove past....it's number plate......PE4CE. I love that!
Finally, I would just like to mention the fantastic night I had at the Scole Inn last week. Amongst the usual lovely crowd, three mediums arrived with infra red cameras! They were rigged up in two of the most "active" rooms to monitors, and what we all saw was amazing. Orbs were raining down like a snow storm and wierdly we found it quite hypnotic to watch. I am now waiting for one to pop up on e bay. I will be back in May for more ghost hunting.
Peace.
Day 1 and a friend calls and tells me a national newspaper are looking for a psychic to write about. My first instict is to think negative thoughts, till I remind myself that I am supposed to be living a fatalistic path! Immediately, I write to the journalist and get a reply straight away. To cut a long story short I will be featured in a couple of weeks.....thank you Universe!
I also responded to a new friend's e mail last week and we ended up chatting for over an hour, what came out of our conversation was so exciting and I am off to meet her tomorrow to plot an exciting project. I so want to share but have done that too many times in the past and ended up jinxing it.
At the beginning of last year I mentioned in my blog that I felt some really big changes were going to happen on this planet and here we are in the thick of a recession. In my opinion this is well over due, I feel the Universe is trying to get us all to understand what is important and what isn't. Our world is changing rapidly and at the same time the need for answers for individuals to getting the answer to eternal question "why are we here" is getting louder and louder.
Sadly, some will never understand what really matters, or have see spirituality as a fad or fashion and then go back to living a totally human existance. If we are to search for enlightenment and recognise it, we must address what we cant do, not what we can.
When we look and admire what we can do we are coming from the ego. But when we are honest with ourselves and ask "what can't we face?", then we begin to realise that those are our mountains and to climb, which will take us further in our soul evolvement.
Patience is one of my big ones...... and listening to what's left of my conditioning! How do I know that? Because I believe in the law of attraction and reflection. When I look at what I am surrounded by in people and situations I know the universe is trying to remind me that these are lessons to address in myself. However, the universe also reminds us through the most amazing signs and signals that we are on the right path and after asking for a small sign getting in my car on Monday morning, another car drove past....it's number plate......PE4CE. I love that!
Finally, I would just like to mention the fantastic night I had at the Scole Inn last week. Amongst the usual lovely crowd, three mediums arrived with infra red cameras! They were rigged up in two of the most "active" rooms to monitors, and what we all saw was amazing. Orbs were raining down like a snow storm and wierdly we found it quite hypnotic to watch. I am now waiting for one to pop up on e bay. I will be back in May for more ghost hunting.
Peace.
Wednesday, 25 February 2009
Catch up
I know, I know its been forever since I wrote this blog, still better late than never as they say. Perhaps, there is no such thing as never, I mean, if we reincarnate then surely there is always an opportunity?
So far, I have been plotting and planning at work, I have finally found a lovely new venue in NorfIolk for my girls weekends, Bayfield Hall is owned by lovely friends Roger and Caroline and I am so looking forward to our first one in April with Barbara. Its all on my website.
Since the days of Voewood I have evolved and so therefore so have my weekends. I have been studying again and pushing further in my quest to get a little closer to whatever is out there. I am reading the most intriguing collection of books and listening lectures and the universe seems to be sending a number of fascinating new people to meet.
I have also done some letting go of my past with some interesting and surprising results. I would share but they are very personal right now and would rather wait until the time was right.
But 2009 is about parking my personal stuff and getting on with my mission in life (after bringing up my children). I am going to conduct a personal experiment for the next few weeks and only act on anything that comes into my life in a fatalistic way. I am completely following the laws of spirituality.
Everyday, I will meditate in a new way. Just by visualising myself in complete happiness and go futher by imagining myself FEELING happy. According to the great visionary known by most as just Neville (Goddard) we must take our desires into the realm of being absolutely in that moment. This is when we can manifest our desires and bring them to a realistic outcome.
Yes, there is a catch, we can only bring about our wants if we let go of our ego first. So, you cant manifest something just because you think you want it, and if it not good for others. I know its a bit of bummer but trust me when I say that I have often wished for something and once I got it I wished it would go away again!
The road to enlightenment is a long and intricate one, and so much easier if you have time to sit under a tree in Goa rather than drop your children off and whizz into the supermarket before work, or leg it to the station to catch the 7.10 Liverpool Street.
But it is, I believe, possible no matter who you are and where you are to become conscious and enlightened and day by day it becomes a work in progress for the rest of your life or lives!
Lastly, I hope you have all been catching my friend Peter Owen Jones' series Around the World in 80 Faiths. Pete is one very lucky man to have travelled to all those places and I have already told him how I jealous I am. To meet and learn so much from so many different people of so many beliefs is wonderful. He told me that the BBC have already started to repeat it, if that isn't a clue to what people really want to watch on TV.....rather than the usual rubbish that is churned out. Most humans are looking for answers, and 80 Faiths, Tribe etc are exactly what we need to educate us.
Right enough of the TV critic I am off to meditate and then it's the under 9's hockey match in the rain! This is the universe having a joke at my expense by the way!
So far, I have been plotting and planning at work, I have finally found a lovely new venue in NorfIolk for my girls weekends, Bayfield Hall is owned by lovely friends Roger and Caroline and I am so looking forward to our first one in April with Barbara. Its all on my website.
Since the days of Voewood I have evolved and so therefore so have my weekends. I have been studying again and pushing further in my quest to get a little closer to whatever is out there. I am reading the most intriguing collection of books and listening lectures and the universe seems to be sending a number of fascinating new people to meet.
I have also done some letting go of my past with some interesting and surprising results. I would share but they are very personal right now and would rather wait until the time was right.
But 2009 is about parking my personal stuff and getting on with my mission in life (after bringing up my children). I am going to conduct a personal experiment for the next few weeks and only act on anything that comes into my life in a fatalistic way. I am completely following the laws of spirituality.
Everyday, I will meditate in a new way. Just by visualising myself in complete happiness and go futher by imagining myself FEELING happy. According to the great visionary known by most as just Neville (Goddard) we must take our desires into the realm of being absolutely in that moment. This is when we can manifest our desires and bring them to a realistic outcome.
Yes, there is a catch, we can only bring about our wants if we let go of our ego first. So, you cant manifest something just because you think you want it, and if it not good for others. I know its a bit of bummer but trust me when I say that I have often wished for something and once I got it I wished it would go away again!
The road to enlightenment is a long and intricate one, and so much easier if you have time to sit under a tree in Goa rather than drop your children off and whizz into the supermarket before work, or leg it to the station to catch the 7.10 Liverpool Street.
But it is, I believe, possible no matter who you are and where you are to become conscious and enlightened and day by day it becomes a work in progress for the rest of your life or lives!
Lastly, I hope you have all been catching my friend Peter Owen Jones' series Around the World in 80 Faiths. Pete is one very lucky man to have travelled to all those places and I have already told him how I jealous I am. To meet and learn so much from so many different people of so many beliefs is wonderful. He told me that the BBC have already started to repeat it, if that isn't a clue to what people really want to watch on TV.....rather than the usual rubbish that is churned out. Most humans are looking for answers, and 80 Faiths, Tribe etc are exactly what we need to educate us.
Right enough of the TV critic I am off to meditate and then it's the under 9's hockey match in the rain! This is the universe having a joke at my expense by the way!
Wednesday, 3 December 2008
Dreams?
I was deeply touched hearing from someone who took the time to tell me how much they enjoyed reading my blogs! Thank you!
I have found myself reading so much about love recently, it's everywhere and yet no where! I have essentially been on my own for three years now and it hasn't been easy. But I have to admit that the thought of living on my own was much more terrifying than actually doing it. I learnt from someone a while back that there is a danger of becoming totally self absorbed and reclusive if you do this for too long. I am blessed that whilst my evenings are mostly spent with me, myself and I, no matter how annoying picking up Barbies or tripping over trainers are, it's a blessing to share my home with my children.
So many clients have asked for help in resolving the issue of feeling trapped in an unhappy relationship. I have looked into the eyes of women in their 70's who spent their whole life attending to the needs of a man who treated them with indifference at best and indignity and abuse at worst. The guilt and shame these poor souls felt at the prospect of leaving both then and now was far too great, and the idea that they may in fact deserve some happiness themselves was absolutely out of the question.
Many times, I have implored people with broken hearts and broken dreams to move on and understand that we all deserve a shot at happiness. And often I hear the reply"I am not as strong as you Lizzie".
For the record I am not strong, I am scared. In fact, I am terrified that one day when I reach the end of this life, and as I reflect back on how it was for me, I will ask one simple question. Did I give myself the best shot at life? Did I allow myself the chance to find love, real love. Love that is unconditional on both sides, love that involves two people looking in the same direction and sharing the same journey with the same understanding on life. Love that needs no words, yet knows everything just with a look. Even if the universe only gives that to me for one day it is better than never having had that experience.
Venerability can be your strength, and in fact those who I have met who have lived in fear have in turn also given me strength. Is it a crazy notion for a person like me, to imagine that one day someone will look me in the eye and say "I love you" and mean it from depth of their soul? Maybe, but this is my dream and I am not going to leave this life wondering if I could have been right.
I have found myself reading so much about love recently, it's everywhere and yet no where! I have essentially been on my own for three years now and it hasn't been easy. But I have to admit that the thought of living on my own was much more terrifying than actually doing it. I learnt from someone a while back that there is a danger of becoming totally self absorbed and reclusive if you do this for too long. I am blessed that whilst my evenings are mostly spent with me, myself and I, no matter how annoying picking up Barbies or tripping over trainers are, it's a blessing to share my home with my children.
So many clients have asked for help in resolving the issue of feeling trapped in an unhappy relationship. I have looked into the eyes of women in their 70's who spent their whole life attending to the needs of a man who treated them with indifference at best and indignity and abuse at worst. The guilt and shame these poor souls felt at the prospect of leaving both then and now was far too great, and the idea that they may in fact deserve some happiness themselves was absolutely out of the question.
Many times, I have implored people with broken hearts and broken dreams to move on and understand that we all deserve a shot at happiness. And often I hear the reply"I am not as strong as you Lizzie".
For the record I am not strong, I am scared. In fact, I am terrified that one day when I reach the end of this life, and as I reflect back on how it was for me, I will ask one simple question. Did I give myself the best shot at life? Did I allow myself the chance to find love, real love. Love that is unconditional on both sides, love that involves two people looking in the same direction and sharing the same journey with the same understanding on life. Love that needs no words, yet knows everything just with a look. Even if the universe only gives that to me for one day it is better than never having had that experience.
Venerability can be your strength, and in fact those who I have met who have lived in fear have in turn also given me strength. Is it a crazy notion for a person like me, to imagine that one day someone will look me in the eye and say "I love you" and mean it from depth of their soul? Maybe, but this is my dream and I am not going to leave this life wondering if I could have been right.
Tuesday, 2 December 2008
Good grief
It's been weeks and weeks now since I last wrote on here. I would love to say that my life has been hurtling along and has one big party.....hmmmm! Yes well back to reality, and as ever life has been the usual soap opera.
I have finally made the decision to file for divorce, I wish I could say that it was a considered decision but sadly I reached a point where I felt I had no choice. Letting go is one of my life lessons that I still struggle with, and yet it seems the Universe is hell bent on making sure I conquer this one.
I have finally realised that I deserve to be loved and cherished, to be appreciated and respected and if I cant have that then I am happy to just be with my children and enjoy life on my own.
Learning to love yourself is the hardest thing in the world to do and it was pointed out by an amazing healer I met that I have allowed too many people that I cared about to take energy away from me, to take a piece away from my heart leaving me with a gaping hole.
This healer told me to rise above them and recognise who I was and I finally got it! I GOT IT!! I made a decision to stop abusing my body and stopped smoking, and drinking coffee, started to eat well and load myself up with vitamins, and be kind to myself. I now only surround myself now with people who genuinely love and care about me, and it feels good!
I am gritting my teeth as I go through this, and when the waves of emotion hit me I have learnt to let it happen. Grieving is a process we all go through at some time in our lives. And you can only feel the fear and do it anyway. I have put off grieving my marriage for too long, and now its time to face up to it. I know I will have days when the pain will really bloody hurt. But, I also know that when I come out of this on the other side I will be a stronger and wiser soul.
I will have learnt more lessons to add to my life journal and I have to keep believing that one day I will find true love.
I have finally made the decision to file for divorce, I wish I could say that it was a considered decision but sadly I reached a point where I felt I had no choice. Letting go is one of my life lessons that I still struggle with, and yet it seems the Universe is hell bent on making sure I conquer this one.
I have finally realised that I deserve to be loved and cherished, to be appreciated and respected and if I cant have that then I am happy to just be with my children and enjoy life on my own.
Learning to love yourself is the hardest thing in the world to do and it was pointed out by an amazing healer I met that I have allowed too many people that I cared about to take energy away from me, to take a piece away from my heart leaving me with a gaping hole.
This healer told me to rise above them and recognise who I was and I finally got it! I GOT IT!! I made a decision to stop abusing my body and stopped smoking, and drinking coffee, started to eat well and load myself up with vitamins, and be kind to myself. I now only surround myself now with people who genuinely love and care about me, and it feels good!
I am gritting my teeth as I go through this, and when the waves of emotion hit me I have learnt to let it happen. Grieving is a process we all go through at some time in our lives. And you can only feel the fear and do it anyway. I have put off grieving my marriage for too long, and now its time to face up to it. I know I will have days when the pain will really bloody hurt. But, I also know that when I come out of this on the other side I will be a stronger and wiser soul.
I will have learnt more lessons to add to my life journal and I have to keep believing that one day I will find true love.
Sunday, 26 October 2008
A message
I would like to make some acknowledgements today.
Thank you to those this weekend who put their lives to one side to help someone very much in need. Thank you for your kind words of support and your understanding and for reassuring my faith in the human race.
For those who sit as judge in council and call yourself friends or similar I hold no grudge, because it is not my job to do so. The universe is the only judge and will decide accordingly and when its ready.
Thank you universe for sending me some amazing teachers this weekend, some just with wise words and others who by their behaviour have shown me that it time to be strong and raise above this lower vibration.
We as humans can not judge others, point the finger and decide the out come. Everything in life happens for a reason and sometimes it can take a life time to realise what that reason is. But we have to trust that the outcome is good. But to step into another's path and decide for them will have grave consequences and karma will take place.
There is only one judge and it is not human, it is SOURCE itself and if you go against it you are going against all things spiritual.
Thank you to those this weekend who put their lives to one side to help someone very much in need. Thank you for your kind words of support and your understanding and for reassuring my faith in the human race.
For those who sit as judge in council and call yourself friends or similar I hold no grudge, because it is not my job to do so. The universe is the only judge and will decide accordingly and when its ready.
Thank you universe for sending me some amazing teachers this weekend, some just with wise words and others who by their behaviour have shown me that it time to be strong and raise above this lower vibration.
We as humans can not judge others, point the finger and decide the out come. Everything in life happens for a reason and sometimes it can take a life time to realise what that reason is. But we have to trust that the outcome is good. But to step into another's path and decide for them will have grave consequences and karma will take place.
There is only one judge and it is not human, it is SOURCE itself and if you go against it you are going against all things spiritual.
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